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15 November 2006 @ 03:52 pm
You know I thought my life was going well but I come to find out it's not. At all...for about the past week I noticed things I hadn't before. I'm being left out of gatherings, conversations. Like I'm no longer important and I wouldn't guess that I am no longer important. I really thought these people were ny friends. People who cared about me, who were like family to me. But sadly I guess I'm not any longer. I don't get invited to go to the mall. Or do I get invited to go out to eat or anything. Why even consider me a friend at all if this is how you are going to treat me.
I'm seriously pissed off and I wouldn't beat around the bush but right now if I actually typed out what I wanted to say I wouldn't have any friends at all. So for now I'll just stick with the behind the back friends I have now.
 
 
26 October 2006 @ 05:05 pm
Hate  
I hate everything right now.
I hate everyone right now.
I've lost everything that I once held dear.
My friendships, my loves. Gone.
Gone.
Gone.
Gone.
I'm so upset I want to change schools.
I want to leave and never, ever, ever come back.
I told myself a boy wouldn't come in the way of a friendship.
What did it do?
Just that.
I lost a friend that's more important then a guy would ever be.
And sadly I still love him.
 
 
Current Mood: depressed
 
 
28 September 2006 @ 08:52 pm
First entry!
guess who? XD Its her wonderfulest friend :3
-pokes- well anyway I'm getting her started so kbye.
 
 
Current Music: Momentum-The Hush Sound
 
 
 
 

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